Labels: windows of the soul
6:14 pm
right now, i feel safe. safe that i'm away and just being by myself. and i don't know how much i'm willing to give up feeling this safe and peaceful. even if i end up willing to, things don't usually go the way you expect them to be. the things i did and felt consciously and subconsciously are making me feel like some joke is being played on me.
oh and i hate it when someone looks right into my eyes and pierce through my soul. i feel vulnerable... and something more.
better snap out of it. anyway, time will tell.
2:17 am
3:11 am
3:37 pm
4:21 am
1) call aloha loyang to cancel and refund booking because it is most likely going to be closed for the entire month. great.
2) call Great Eastern to make sure they don't charge me again for some insurance plan i didn't sign up for! so pissing.
3) go to my optician to test my eyesight for new glasses lens and new contact lens. i can barely see the board and screen.
4) make an appointment to extract my last wisdom tooth. it's pushing my teeth out. zzz.
5) sign up for driving!
6) make sure i buy my textbooks and read a bit before school starts on 18 may.
7) try to figure a way to slot in the malaysia roadtrip.
or maybe i don't want to celebrate my birthday anymore.
7:20 pm